I have had a couple opportunities to share my “story” over the last several months, and as I sat down to write down how I came to Christ at an early age and have experienced consistent growth over the course of my life, I wrinkled my nose at how…boring…it was. It was hardly worth sharing, right?
But, as usual, I had more to learn.
The first lesson was spurred on by a message I heard a few months ago. Our pastor, Jeff Manion, talked about “early grace”, a concept that I had surprisingly never heard about before. He said to be thankful when you are given a glimpse into the grimy corners of your life, where you could be if God had not reached into your life early…the places where you are vulnerable, the places where you struggle with sin.
It hit me deeply, because I know that if God had not reached me, I would be self-centered, a workaholic, judgmental, and vindictive. I know this is true, because I wrestle with some of these areas…high standards, putting tasks over people, and struggling with balance. I also feel the Spirit’s protection to keep the “compare game” at bay, allowing me to feel the peace that comes with contentment.
Just because I was saved early in life, doesn’t make my rescue any less important, and it was something that I needed to hear. I am so thankful that God reached into my life and saved me from a destructive path and from the sinful tendencies that are part of who I am.
The second lesson was one of those moments where you suddenly see the world in a whole new way. I was shown very clearly that while I was “complaining” about my boring testimony, it is truly what I should hope for…what I should plead for…for our three kids. I had never thought about it that way before, and I’m almost ashamed to admit it.
I want them to understand their need for a Savior early so that they too have that shield of protection around them as they grow up. I may not be able to protect them from making poor choices, but we can provide an environment that talks openly about our faith and God’s love , so that they have every opportunity to decide to walk with Christ.
Today, more than ever before, I am profoundly grateful for my “boring” testimony, and am committed to passing on that legacy to our kids.
Thank you…dear Jesus…
